and this is what i think.

2006-11-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

601 gathering today after work. quite shocked how everyone has changed. yet some things remain the same. the old catching the old games(: it jst feels great being with the bunch of people i haven't seen in 35658317651432785 years.(: i remember how jialin used to be half a head taller than me. and now i m half a head taller than her(: but huijuan is still oh-so tall. it's been 3 years. 3 years since we've sat together in the old rosyth 601 classroom on the fourth floor with old bong talking. 3 years, yet the bonds are still strong. c'mon we can go further 10 years!!(: to jialin who so nicely hosted the thing at her place, thanks. and to the rest who turned up [even if it was for a short while] amanda michelle huijuan hannah chewmin dora francis wei ling vinna isa limjie jessica felicia sherwyn kelvin woo sheng marvin zhaoqiang. you guys will all be sorely missed and we must all keep the spirit burning.((:

on the other hand, looking back, i wonder if i ve made the right decision, so much was in it for me, so much was ahead of me, there was so so much there, but i threw it all away. now did i make the right decision? if i did why do i still question? it's too late now isn't it? turn back time dammit.

2006-11-20T15:35:00.000+08:00

hello. haven't blogged in forever.
came back from lead camp ytd. it was not bad actually. a lot of things were quite unexpected. i remember being scared before lead camp that i wouldn't be able to take it but oh well there you go.i 'm back but sick.batch talk on the 2nd night was good. talking with the seniors really made us understand more about odac as a whole. i ll miss every single one of them nxt year. talking with batchmates made me appreciate and realise much more about odac.(: we should really treasure who we have and what we have. and not keep taking them for granted. thanks to all those who kept making me drink water on the last day and taking care of me. (:

oh yeah GO TROTTERS!

2006-11-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

rahh. i cut my hair again today. and it's screwed. for the first time i like the fringe but the top part stands up cos apparently my hair long then cut short will stand up according to the hair dresser. oh man i think i ll stay at home as much as possible or wear a cap out for fear that i ll die of utter embarrassment): c'mon my sis said i look like a butch lah.wth

2006-11-01T16:11:00.000+08:00

my blog's dead. whtvr(: i watched the guardian today with xiner lydia and worm. rocking show. i kinda like the plot although most say the plot isnt really that good. it's quite touching. So here's what its about.
After losing his crew in a fatal crash, legendary Rescue Swimmer, Ben Randall, is sent to teach at "A" School, an elite training program for Coast Guard Rescue Swimmers. Wrestling with the loss of his crew members, he throws himself into teaching, turning the program upside down with his unorthodox training methods. While there, he encounters a young, cocky swim champ, Jake Fischer, who is driven to be the best. During training, Ben helps to mold Jake's character, combinging his raw talent with the heart and dedication required of a Rescue Swimmer. Upon graduation, Jake follows ben to kodiak, Alaska where they face the inherent dangers of the bering sea.

EH PEOPLE PAUSE HERE! IF YOU HAVENT WATCHED HURRY SCROLL DOWN I DONT WANT TO SPOIL IT FOR YOU(:!

ben retires because he keeps having flashbacks which have been affected him badly. so when jake has his first solo rescue he encounters problems in the rescue and ben decides to come and help out. so after they were going back to the helicopter the rescue string was damaged so it almost snapped and ben unstrapped himself. and almost fell all the way down but jake wouldnt let him go. seems like a common plot right? but then ben takes off his glove and slips down right into the ocean from 80+m above which most likely killed him.

i really like the 2nd time when jake asks ben what's his number[meaning how many people had he saved] and ben answered 22. jake was so shocked and was probably thinking that his legend was rubbish. then the next thing ben said i lost 22 people. imagine through years and years of being a US coast guard[ben's 40+] he only didn't manage to save 22 people.

oh man i totally dont mind watching again. but i'd be broke. HOPEFULLY I LL GET TO WATCH IT ON THE PLANE IN DECEMBER.

2006-10-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

we got back half of the papers today.
it was really a rollercoaster from )): to (: to )): to )))))): to ((((:
but well i more or less satisfied with my grades though i did shit bad for chem pt and DEEPSHIT for chinese.i guess cause i ve decided not to set my standards so high or i ll feel sadder if i dont get them. okay at least for chinese i dont feel that bad. but MY DEAR CHEM PT SCREWED UP BIG TIME. vvv good lah 10/ 20 AND I RE-DID IT AT LEAST 3 times. screw it. plus ms chun told me the method i use was the one with the highes potential to score 4 for i think the 2nd criteria BUT I ACTUALLY GOT 1 LEH WTH! whtvr lah i dont care so much already lah.more worried about tmr. math, physics, bio ss. I WANT TO PASS SS! RAH actually i want to pass everything.but well ESPECIALLY SS! i cant afford to screw any one of the subjects tmr dammit.\:okay i m contradicting myself.

2006-10-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

didnt go out today. stayed at home and slacked the whole day. (: so about the last 2 days

SUNDAY
So i went with my sis my mom and my 2aunts to vivocity. that place is so overrated please. it's not really that cool? yeah well so basically i wandered around with my sis so my mom and my aunts could do what they want. actually quite boring. bought a zara pleated skirt from the kids section. cos it was cool. I CAN STILL FIT IN THE 11-13 YEARS OLD SIZE LEH! and still quite loose. and now i want to go back to bugis street and get that white top(: YINGJIE WANXIN, trip no. 2 please!nothing much. exvept my mom got lost like horrendously. she walked around vivo city and ended up in HARBOURFRONT!!! now u knw where my lousy sense of direction comes from. anyway nothing much.

MONDAY
EARLY EARLY EARLY VERY EARLY IN THE MORNING AT 7 i had to go to school to uhm help teach the lead camp ppl how to belay. wlao i reached at 7.05 i thought i was late then actually only chengee was there and angie reached at the same time as me.and i rushed like crazy somemore. so yeah we taught them ended late though then i went with serene for subway. then in the aftn, met up with her wanxin gracia amanda to go ice skating. cute gracia's and my first time leh!I FINALLY REALISED WHAT THEY MEANT BY TOTALLY NOT LIKE ROLLERBLADING AT ALL. but it was pretty cool lah. we screamed alot cos there were alot of ppl who were skating arnd then almost banged into us. and well caused we almost fell etc. but it was really really fun.
eee it refuses to let me upload pictures ahh another day lah if not click on serene's link and u ll see some(:

2006-10-21T15:47:00.000+08:00

omg. DEATH NOTE ANYNE?

REVAMPMENT

2006-10-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

exams are over, FINALLY!so what if the 2 papers sucked today. so what if i ve already minused all those marks. I DONT CARE ANYMORE! it's over! so i have 1 full week to play before i start thinking about my gpa which hopefully went up because IT SUCKED FIRST SEM. not my fault i failed ss ): point blank. not going to care until then(: so right now i m chilling in front of my com. going to do a long long post today.finally cleared the old blogskin. i actually liked that one. but oh well along with the end of the exam it's time to revive and revamp my blog(:! NEW IMAGE!(:

so today after physics, we all screamed. you could totally feell that the tense atmosphere just dissipated into thin air. its like all of a sudden the longlong draggy week of the exams has just ended with one sentence, "girls, you can go now." OMG seriously the relief i felt even though i screwed up all those papers was AMAZING. soo good. i m just staring at the amount of notes books etc. piled onto my table its like a really big stack. seriously. chem matters, a math text book, e math textbook which i didnt really use regretfully cos i didnt have time to do exercises ytd. oh well, its over isnt it. i ll need to clear up my table soon. WHEN I GET INTO THE MOOD!(: just really really really really relieved now. this week its gng to be PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY!(: and it obviously helps that we have monday off marking day, tuesday off hari raya wednesday off delayed deepavali!(: seriously cool right.(: then thursday i ll go back to sch sulky again.

seriously i want to thank all my classmates for being there for me, all those who were online who had to endure my endless questions like, "is this tested?" etc. it really really helped. those who helped me in the last minute going through of questions, wanxin gracia yingjie jess jiacong the list could go on and on and on.I LOVE YOU GUYS <3! see this is why i love 302 so much!(:

so today, yingjie sacrificed going out with dunno who to go out with us. so we went to seoul garden at taka to eat. ME HAVING A PATHETIC SENSE OF DIRECTION could not in the least bit remember or navigate us to seoul garden so we called people and we found soon enough(: okay so we, wanxin yingjie me took 2 full plates, 2 full HEAPED plates of chicken. just chicken all the different kinds and ate and ate and ate and we took like 6 rounds of "main course, but yingjie gave out at like i think the 4th round, YINGJIE YOU HAVE A SMALL APPETITE.so wanxin and i continued. but she also so lousy she gave up soon enough. then i continued eating a bit more then we ate ice kachang for desert. yingjie and wanxin didnt know how to use the machine DAMN CUTE(:! WAHLAO WANXIN SABO ME supposed to share one bowl with me she ate 2 mouthfuls then dont want already. so i ate all the liao underneath and some of the ice because i got so sick of it after awhile. yingjie so gross, pour the ice kachang onto the hot plate etc. but it was super funny lah(: it was really really shiok(:. but after eating so much i didnt feel full strangely enough when yingjie and wanxin were bursting. PEOPLE PLEASE PATRONISE SEOUL GARDEN[note the alliteration(: okay random(:]the service there is v good(: there was this guy there who was really super duper patient with us. we kept changing the hot plate cos it got super dirty plus plates and cutlery (esp yingjie eat so little yet change sets the most) and he still very politely said thank you mam, PLEASE GIVE THAT GUY EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH. (:(:because he really went out of his way to help us.when we left the place yingjie left her bottle behhind and we already took the escalator down one level and was about to step onto the escalator to go down another and he chased after us just to pass us the water bottle. all the way leh. he is so super duper nice please.(: such incidents are really hard to come by in singapore already.(:(:(:(:

okay so we went off to bugis street to go shopping(:! we went in walked around for a bit. and confirmed the fact that i really had ZERO NAVIGATION SKILLS!i cldnt find all the nice shops we saw when i went in with the odacians seriously and i took like super long to find the fake adidas jacket shop.sheesh. wanxin really like rich tai-tai saying taht the place very dirty.cos it appeared to look like pasarmalam. DEAR YINGJIE ALSO COMPLAIN LIKE PASAR MALAM LIKE THAT. then end up they go there BOTH SPEND MORE THAN ME. eh WANXIN SPENT MORE THAN ME, yingjie spent a little bit less i think. BUT IT WAS COOL(:! bought 2 cool new shirts and a new belt.and i discovered wanxin and i have almost the same taste. we always kan shang the same things. i dont knw why but we decided to go up to the third floor after yingjie left, then right we walked around and realised that there was nothing much there actually. thenwe wanted to go down but tehre was only this really narrow stairway down. so we took 3 steps down then saw this gang of girls smoking there and it was super freaky because it's like a bunch of ahlians gangsters there lah please then we were like "WTF!' then we ran back up. and asked one of the shopkeepers if that was the only way down. apparently the shopkeepers knew that the gang of girls were there smoking and told us that was the only way down and we were like intending to run down the escalator[the only way up unless u decide to climb THAT stairway] but then we werent confident of making it to the bottom of the escalator so we just walked around there until there were people to go down with. so after a while there were another 2 girls one from hcjc and another one from dont knw where apparently wanted to go down but i think they too didnt there. so they walked away from the stairway. THEN FINALLY there was this guy and his girl friend. so the guy was like going to go down then the girlfriend was skeptical but he was like its okay then they went down followed by the hcjc girls followed by us and apparently alot of people too because they were all waiting for ppl to go down before them. so really it too that one brave boyfriend to "lead" us all down(: strange right? so went down we shopped somemore then wanxin decided that we shld go so then we left.

shall refrain from talking about the rest of the week because it hadn't exactly been a bed of roses but i guess today was GOOD!(: retail therapy always brightens up the mind body and soul(: random(: sheesh count the number of (: in this post minus that last paragraph over there(: haha(: bye(:

2006-10-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

today, i managed to keep my cool while talking to the very same people who pissed the shit out of me last night.woah. i'm proud of myself.

2006-10-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

FUCK!

idont give a shit if anyone says i m vulgar. BUT FUCK YOU REALLY CROSSED THE DAMN LINE!i m washing my hands of this shit.fine dont tell me. if it gets screwed up i ll screw you.

2006-09-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

as of now till the end of eoys
HIATUS
~~unless i need to relieve stress/rant~~

2006-09-24T21:23:00.000+08:00

i printed ss and i wasted super alot of paper and ink. only to discover that the margins are screwed BIG TIME! but dear lydia has came to my rescue!she's gng to help me print. oh i'm saved! HALLEJUAH. i shall never tease her abt liangliangliang and jon again. (:

2006-09-24T12:32:00.000+08:00

let me introduce to you.
THIS COOL dude is called MR A.C. he's MR ACTIVE CITIZEN
zzz still cant finish ss

2006-09-17T14:51:00.000+08:00

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Lydia is your soulmate.

You truly love Cherie.

You consider Jo your true friend.

You know that Gracia is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Serene for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Shi Hua is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Wanxin is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Os is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Os changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Yingjie is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Yingjie has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

omg. hahaha

wait LYDIA IS NOT MY SOULMATE. hers is jon neo. hahaha. okay let me explain the ans. i put lydia for white that one i dont knw why.

cherie was under the colour red. DUH

Jo was under orange. yeah ORANGE ELEPHANT

Gracia was under yellow WADDLIAN

serene was under greeen.

Shi hua was under chocolate because when we went to eat fried mars bars we ate chocolate.

wanxin was under vanilla, same cos we ate fried mars bars with vanilla.

Os was under meat cracker. cos she's a vegetarian. hahaha. a bit nonsensical. but thats what first struck me for everyone else. as in for what ever question the first person who came to mind was written down.

ying jie was under saltine cracker cos she's always on a diet.

once again procastinating against pts. this weekend was a total waste of time so far.bye got to chiong alr

bad day today.

2006-09-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

i hate chem. ihate physics i hate ss. i hate pts. i hate school basically. i'm so going to fail my eoys. then, i'll be dead. woah what a great life. seriously. great great life. my geog is screwed. i only jst realised that i did what little of the chem pt i did wrongly. the blur me tried to form iron chloride instead of NITRATE. and i cannot figure out the first part. wtf. the internet has like god knws how many methods. wlao. how to do? I HATE CHEM. screwed. i think i ll be an official mugger soon.

2006-09-14T20:43:00.000+08:00

rah.rather sian today.screw geog. dont knw wht happend. rly sucks big time. my results are going straight downhill. i've gt a ton of hw which i have to catch up on. which i dont want to do. heck sch lah. i freaking want to quit school already. oh
ANYONE WHO HAS INTERACTIVE GEOG TEXTBOOK FOR SEC 3 AND TOPOGRAPHIC MAP PLS LEND ME!

2006-09-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

because i HATE PHYSICS.

how are you feeling today?
dont phunk with my heart-black eyed peas

will u get far in life?
These words-natasha beddingfield

how do your friends see you?
Let me go-Three doors down

will you get married?
My style-black eyed peas

so far none make sense

what is your best friend's theme song?
If your gonna-natasha beddingfield

what is the story of ur life?
Drifting-linkin park

TO WHERE?

what was primary school like?
Dammit-Blink 182

HAHA. it wasnt that bad

how can you get ahead in life?
Bu de bu ai-wilbur pan

woah where did that come from

what is the best thing about your friends?
lonely no more-rob thomas

woah. not bad. company!

what is in stall for this weekend?
So sick.-neyo

yes of peetees

what song describes you?
wild horses-natasha beddingfield

her songs keep coming up i dont knw why.
woah. i'm wild:)

to describe your grandparents?
All the small things-blink 182

huh. what things

how is your life going?
The reason-hoobastank

what reason?

how does the world see you?
fix you-coldplay

yes i ll fix you up

will you have a happy life?
karma-alicia keys

what does that mean. peaceful?hopefully.

what does your friend really think of you?
unwritten-natasha beddingfield

yeah seriously her songs keep coming up. i only have 12 of her songs. 4 came up.
unwritten? hmmm what secrets are you guys keeping....

do people secretly lust after you?
don't lie- black eyed peas

hmmm yes or no?

2006-09-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

i miss the days when i never had to worry about homework.
i miss the days when i never had to sacrifice my sleep because of homework.
i miss the days when the projects were a breeze.
i miss the days when i used to love projects.
i miss the days where i could slack in school. not bother in lessons, and still score decently.
i miss the days where i had so much sleep. i cldnt fall asleep in school even if i wanted to.
i miss the days when i looked forward to going to school.
i miss the days that i didn't need to study for tests.
i miss the days where the canteen stall holders were so friendly and nice.
i miss the days with good canteen food.
i miss the days with 2do5
oh damn. i miss the days with dhs.

i'm not saying rgs is bad
the people there are nice. but well, school life very much SUCKS. days spent missing sleep because of homework, pts. etc.
i hate school now. seriously. i really do.

i dont even have time to complain anymore. i've gta chiong all the rest of my hol. hw.
oh yess.
i miss the days where holiday homework can be finished in 2 days or 3 because it's so damn easy.

2006-09-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

i ll slack for the rest of today. and i SWEAR tmr i ll get up at 7 latest 8 and do all my hw. will NOT switch on the computer until i absolutely have to to do my pts. I WILL DO AT LEAST 3/4 of my hw BY THE END OF TMR. or i ll kill myself.

prepare to come for my funeral

2006-09-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

havent blogged for a long long time.so i koped from shihua

Name 3 schools you went to:
1. st francis xavier kindergarten.
2. rosyth
3. dhs

Name 3 things in your purse/wallet:
1. money.
2. erh ic.
3. movie ticket stubs[habit lah]

Name 3 things you like to wear:
1. earrings! (:
2. t-shirts
3. jeans

Name 3 things you always do when you are stressed up:
1. scream
2. BINGE
3. jump!yeah relieve stress

Name 3 fav songs right now:
1. Hate me
2. Unfaithful
3. aiyoh too many lah

Name 3 favourite persons in life:
1.my friends
2. and
3. family

Name 3 places you go on a daily basis:
1. school
2. home
3. school
i m such a guai kia

Name 3 things you like to do:
1. eat
2. sleep
3. laugh

Name 3 person of the opposite sex that you hold hands before:
1. dad
2. erh my bro
3. dunno lah

Name 3 favourite fruits:
1. watermelon!
2. apple
3. mango

Name 3 things you are addicted to:
1. my laptop
2. eating explains why i m such a fat pig
3. laughing.

Name 3 favourite hobbies:
1.zzzz
2. eating
3. shopping

Name 3 career choices:
hmmm

Name 3 goals in 2006:
1. grow taller
2. meet more ppl!
3. be smarter!

Name 3 plans for tomorrow:
1. do my hw. i havent done anything lah!
2. watch tv
3. zzzzzz

Name 3 things that scare you:
1. ghosts[childish but well?]
2. i scare myself
3. death

Name 3 of your essential needs:
1. handphone
2. FOOD!
3. zzzz

Name 3 things you are wearing right now:
1. shirt
2. shorts
3. earrings

Name 3 unforgettable events still in your life:
1. RINJANI
2. nyaa. BANG! you're dead wei wei.
3. hmm

Name 3 of your fav bands or musical artistes:
1. yellowcard!
2. rihanna
3. jesse mccartney

Name 3 things essential in relationship:
1. love
2. trust
3. respect

Name 3 things you want to do before you leave this world:
1. go to africa help the people there
2. bungee jump! seriously.
3. seriously i think there'd be way too many.

Name 3 wines:
1. red wine
2. white wine
3. sake rice wine!.

Random questions
Lied to the person you love most?
yeah.

Told a person that you didn’t like/love him when you did?
yeah. used to do that to my mom all the time.

YES or NO questions

Been trap in lift?
no xD thank god

Violated the law?
cough

Been in jail?
yeah sure.
on the monopoly board!

Trapped in a room with only a opposite sex around?
erh never trapped

Love someone with your whole heart?
no not yet[:

woah. i m guilty. count how many times zzzz appears. i like to sleep too much![:

2006-08-24T17:48:00.000+08:00

Some questions you would never ask anyone. Stab 5 people to do it after you are done..

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
damn do i have to go to sch today.
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
....
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
SNOREEE (:.
4. Favorite planet?
mars? FRIED MARS BARS. xDD.lol shi hua's ans. but I AGREE
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
cherm.
6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
believe-yellowcard
7. What kinda shirt you have on?
old dhs track shirt
8. Describe yourself in one phrase.
NEO WEI LI
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
barefooted
10. Bright or Dark Room?
BRIGHT..
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
shihua. SUPER CUTE!(:
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
THE MORE COMEFORTABLE
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?...
sleeping..

14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile?
dad:Ok
15. Where is your letter box?
downstairsss..
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
HAHAHA
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
awww. no one loves me):
18. Last furry thing you touched?
nice big soft toy dog.
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
i dont do drugs
20.How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
ZERO
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
0-12 slackest days ever.
22.Your worst enemy?
no comment
23. What is your current desktop picture?

SUNSET AT RINJANI!(: keeping the memories (:
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?hello!
bye. to my dad.
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly?
both lah.
26. Do you like someone?
EVERYONE LAH
27. The last song you listened to?

stickwitu. on my itunes
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
yes. my dad leh!
29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?
good question
30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
coffee table

now I STAB:
1:WANXIN
2:JOANNE
3: YINGJIE
4:TAN JUAN MIN

:)

2006-08-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

yesterday,
i went climbing. Really long time since i actually touched the rock wall. i was so super tired and by the time i got down to doing my bao zhang bao dao it was like 9 plus but by 10 my eyes were closing. but well, i learnt to think positively.
BAD POINT 1: [at 10pm] i am so super tired but i gt stupid bao zhang bao dao to do.
GOOD POINT 1: i went climbing so i enjoyed the entire afternoon instead of spending it on bao zhang bao dao.

BAD POINT 2: my muscles were aching like shit.
GOOD POINT 2: WOAH MY MUSCLES ARE DEVELOPING.

today,
first time ever i left sch at 3!'cause there's no odac. but i'm complaining THERE'S NO ODAC. swam a little at the downstairs pool. but there were ppl having lessons. so irritating. keep blocking my way. some one kicked me super hard.

tomorrow,
swimming with jo and yingjie again!:)

:)

2006-08-20T10:33:00.000+08:00

koped from andrea:)

----------Have You Ever---------
1. Been so drunk you blacked out: no
2. Missed school coz it was raining: no
3. Put a body part on fire for amusement: no
4. Been hurt emotionally: yes
5. Kept a secret from everyone: yes
6. Had an imaginary friend: no
7. Cried during a Movie: no i dont really go for sad movies.
8. Had a crush on a teacher: no
9. Ever thought an animated character was fit?: no
10. Been on stage: yes
11. Cut your own hair?: yes

------------Favourites--------------
12. Colour[s]: ORANGE, black,white, blue
13. Day/Night: both
14. Summer/Winter: both
15.Cartoon Character: Spongebob,omi from xiaolin showdown :X
16. Fave Food: i live to eat.
17. Fave Advert: more birds more luck :)
18. Fave Ice Cream: cookies and cream:) or b&j's phish food
19. Fave Subject: pe
20. Fave Persons to talk to: many
21. Fave Actor/Actress: none

------------Right now--------------
22.Wearing: my dhs track shirt and tracks cos i just go up
23. my hair is: dark brown
24. feeling: bored and sleepy
25. Eating: nothing
26. Drinking: nothing
27. Thinking about: this.:)
28. cried: can't remember
29..Worn a skirt: sec 4 farewell
30. Met someone new: i dont know.
31. Cleaned your room: long time ago
32. Done laundry: i wash some of my clothes sometimes
33. Drove a car: in a few years time :)

--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------
34. Yourself: sometimes
35. Your friends: most i guess.
36. Santa claus: no
37. Tooth Fairy: no
38. Angels: yes
39. Devils: yes
40. UFO's: who knows

-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE----------------
41. Like anyone?: yes
42. Who's the loudest: pauline definitely! (: not in a bad way
43. Who's the weirdest: this is super offending so i shalln't say
44. Who do you go to for advice: depends on the situation
45. Who do you cry to? myself
46. When did you cry the most: no comment
47. Worst feeling? : feeling of being betrayed and lied to.
48. Who do u like? friends and family :)

Revampment

2006-08-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

If you were a frequent visitor to my blog, you would notice that the posts between the 19th of August and the 5th of July are missing. I deleted them. My original intention was to delete all the previous posts and to start my blog anew. But when i reached July the 5th i decided to stop because i realised all the memories that i would be destroying. That sounds cliche.

I just realised that for the whole of today I haven't completed a single solid piece of homework. Not the english speech, not the chemistry assignments, not nothing. It has just about sunk it that i have this huge stack of work waiting to be completed but due to my utter laziness, it still is well waiting. I really need to get down to working hard SOON. And that would start now, i hope.

2006-08-19T20:21:00.000+08:00

one day late but still on time.
I AM SO GLAD CHINESE IS OVER! tan ying jie i am so happy we got rid of the shit ass monkey pig and monks. : D i guess it was not bad by my standards. i bet many ppl must be shocked that i can actly speak chinese erm DECENTLY with a lot alot alot of practice and coaching by dear yingjie. xD big thanks to kwanyuwen! :) for getting us the vids. and gonglaoshi for postponing our presentation day. or we would most certainly have died.

2006-07-05T15:56:00.000+08:00

hello! do you remember me? i am an alien from outer space. okay not the point. i just seriously have not blogged for an abnormally long amount of time[ie. almost 1 month] i have been so preoccupied with so much stuff that i havent had decent amts of time to think about what I want to do. i have officially decided NOT to take 2 star kayaking this year. I feel that it takes up too much of my time, as much as I want to learn more abt kayaking and get up to speed with the rest of #15 i really cant. EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND i am occupied with one thing or anther ever since before the holidays started.okay it continues some more after the term begins

27th 28th may, had spm, spent the weekend packing to go switzerland
3rd 4th june, was in SWITZERLAND
10th 11th june, jst gt back, unpacking frm switzerland, packing for rinjani, packing to move hse
17th 18th june, in RINJANI
25th 26th june, 1star kayaking+ sick
1st 2nd 3rd june[long weekend], nyaa camp :)
8th 9th july, cip, supposed visit to pathlight
15th 16th july, ONLY FREE WEEKEND SINCE LIKE WTH
22nd 23rd july, stupid cpr refresher course

etc. you get the pt. 2 star was meant to be 9th 16th 23rd july. there goes the free weekend and my nice sundays. i rather take it during december.i miss the weekends where i cld wake up at 10 am sit down and slack. jst slack do nothing and spend hrs jst looking through the life paper watching tv etc.

anyway. i havent posted abt nyaa nor have i done my rinjani post. i know this sounds cliche, but its from the bottom of my heart. i cant express all the memories with jst words. it jst wont be good enough. ODAC gave me all these memories of a lifetime which i will cherish and remember. every step we took, every crappy joke we made. every song we sang. all these may seem so simple, but they are what is important to me.

" L is for the way you look at me,
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than any one that I adore and
Love is more than i can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two and love can make it
Take my heart but please dont break it
Love is made for me and you!" <3

we sang this song in class today. for i dont knw what reason, but it made me miss the mountain we once thought crazy even more.

2006-06-14T14:43:00.000+08:00

you know what, i just realised

RINJANI IS TOMORROW.

wth i am so unprepared not done with packing yet. x(

2006-06-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

PACKING IS SHIT.
I HATE PACKING.
KNS!!

2006-06-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

hello. i have the incessant urge to blog though is 11? okay not very late but i am tired. so let me break the news. I AM PACKING MY TABLE. woah hallejuah. you have to see my table it was covered in all sorts of shit jst nw. now its still covered but much less. okay wtvr -.- i mainly cleared out my worksheets. I FILED ALL MY MATHS SHIT when it's not even compulsory. hoho miracle.you'd never believe it eh. but yes i did at least what i cld find. xD ha thats all for now till the nxt post then

2006-06-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

wei li; starting to fear. says:u brining ur dearest cam to rinjani
{ fly away } says:yupyup! it'll be safe with me!(:
wei li; starting to fear. says:i scared i screw mine
wei li; starting to fear. says:mine is lousy actly
{ fly away } says:i think no worries.. think most ppl bringing
wei li; starting to fear. says:sister's old cam but in a good good condition
wei li; starting to fear. says:its quite newwei li; starting to fear. says:jst that she got a new cam{ fly away } says:ic. aiya just bring lah. if not u may regret... haha
{ fly away } says:but must make sure you have a special case to waterproof it.
wei li; starting to fear. says:hahaha
wei li; starting to fear. says:yeah
{ fly away } says:unless you teach the cam to swim...
wei li; starting to fear. says:can i think it can swim
wei li; starting to fear. says:xD
{ fly away } says:HAHAHA you go try la! then if it's born a swimmer go advertise the company sure sponsor you
wei li; starting to fear. says:HAHAHA
wei li; starting to fear. says:no i xun lian one!!!
wei li; starting to fear. says:xD
{ fly away } says:ok la so long u o advertise i think they'll sponsor you & make u famous!
{ fly away } says:so by then when u're rich REMEMBER ME OK
wei li; starting to fear. says:this is going on my blog!!
{ fly away } says:ohshit.
wei li; starting to fear. says:{ fly away } says:no, weili, no...
wei li; starting to fear. says:bribe me
{ fly away } says:HEH HEH WEI LI I ER.. GIVE YOU BEN & JERRY'S OK?
{ fly away } says:(i mean one SMALL mouth of MY b&j's....)
{ fly away } says:or or I SING FOR YOU
{ fly away } says:please select a song!
wei li; starting to fear. says:LOL
wei li; starting to fear. says:dont one
wei li; starting to fear. says:later my eardrums break
{ fly away } says:then i'll superglue it back hahaha
{ fly away } says:ok im super lame >:/

one word: LOL!

2006-06-10T19:01:00.000+08:00

hello. more stuff on switzerland cos i was too lazy to continue the last one.
haha just some crappy tips for you.
- go when you are <16 means 15 and below because when you are 15 u travel on bus and railway it's free! 16 you pay students rate. 17and above adult fee
- its cold all year round. it was below 10 almost always throughout the entire day.AND IT IS SUMMER I SHALL SAY THAT AGAIN
-never eat mac donalds its a waste of money to eat macs there seriously
-BE PREPARED TO WALK ALOT THERE. seriously ALOT.
-pack light unless you are a rich ass who gets chauffeur driven there.

HAHA. yeah. anw yingjie is AMUSING. because of her priceless expressions esp when she came my house. HOHO. now you knw why i like to suan you eh ;] yes and you go very VERY HIGH! as in your voice. yes yes you are super effecient good enough?

2006-06-09T18:35:00.000+08:00

hello! i have decided to blog about my holiday already because it was such a memorable one. xD

DAY 1-31st May
We arrived in Switzerland at 5+ in the morning after a 12hour flight[We departed at 1145 or so the day before]we spent quite awhile settling the administrative details[eg. rail pass, baggage claim. etc] then we took the swiss train to Lausanne. It took a couple of hours I am not too sure because i was sleeping. We left our luggages at the lausanne guesthouse because the check in time was 3 i think and it was about 11 then. we went for lunch. at macs. because that was the only thing we were really familiar with. we had 2 mac chickens and 1 macchicken meal and 1 doublecheese meal[its called cheeseburger royal o.O] i bet u can guess how much it cost!it cost a total of 35.65 FRANCS. WTH!We then walked to the cathedrals for a visit. We went to the Cathedral of St Francois[pronounced as Francis. havent figured why.] which appeared to be not open. so we dint go in but it looked really cool.then we went to another cathedral it's supposed to be gothic style. it was really really dark. but the stain glasses were very nice!sucks i cant upload the image. i ll put it up another day.

anyway it was a really really STEEP climb to the top. Actually we thought it was closed too because it's huge door was closed and it looked closed lah. Apparently all the cathedrals are like that! I was so amazed. we realised it was open when some one opened the door to go in, so we tried too. and we managed to go in :] very nice and GRAND.

Next we walked all the way down to the river. its in this place called OUCHY. look here.

THIS IS THE ONLY PICURE I CAN UPLOAD WTH
it was called river ginerva. which was just really nice because there were quite a few swans there. mind you it was below 10 degrees and IT IS SUMMER THERE. yes ironic. I LIKE THE yachts there! very nice. i want one. the river was super clean and nice can see through to the bottom. okay then later we went to the store and bought food which we brought back to the guesthouse to cook. the gusethouse has a good kitchen very equiped with all the appliances.and my mum cooked us dinner. that's all.

DAY 2- 1st June

We took a train to Visp. I think and we changed train to zermatt, and we took 2 cable cars up to mount matterhorn. matterhorn is the mountain on TOBLERONE and the mountain on paramount pictures!! I didn't realise until i saw it for real.

My head looks really really big!Yeah okay not the point, Iwanted to build a snowman bt ended up having a snowball fight with my bro. apparently i have really bad aiming. no comment. we went into the restaurant there for lunch. thats the only one there so not much choice. but we didn't regret or anything. IT ROCKED. the pizza was totally good. it was really big too. YINGJIE NOW YOU KNW WHY MY APPETITE HAS INCREASED EVEN MORE. it was about 50cm long YES 45 cm long and 20cm wide. i shared with my mom. but i ate most of it cause she kept giving more and more too me.which was not exactly a bad thing. they are damn generous with cheese :] nice. then after lunch my dad decided we should leave. which made me pissed because i wanted to play somemore. but he was right to do so because we got back to the hotel rather late. yeah

oh there was this little boy and his father we met on the way there. they actually TREK in the snow. its - something degrees leh! and the boy must have been 7-9? and they apparently trekked about 5km in the snow to another part of the mountain! pro! woah i wish i was that fit!

anyway after the mountain we went down by cable car and to the tiny town of zermatt. but there were ALOT ALOT of people therer all doing shopping. because it is a tourist place. i bought a ski pole which can be used as a walking stick and it looks super duper cool!black and shiny.yeah. nice. so we travelled back and had dinner at this pizza place its called diabolo pizza. and it ROCKS. we ate the hawaiian and some other one cos that was in french and it turned out to be mushroom pizza. the stalks of mushrooms taste gross. i never knew that no wonder we hardly eat it. food was good.

DAY 3- 2nd June

we moved from lausanne to interlaken early early in the morning. hotel was called hotel Lotschberg then we jst travelled Bern. First we watched this HUGE clock because it was a couple of minutes to the hour. IT WAS SUPER COOL! it moves and those lots of interesting stuff when it reaches the hour. first at 4 minutes to the hr the rooster will crow. which was seriously off tune. and then the bears would start to parade and the bear with the spear would turn his head. then later then rooster would crow again and then the jester would ring the bells apparently because he is happy that he gets to ringthem before the hour. then the main guy sitting there would turn the hour glass and his head and count the hour and the lion beside him would turn his head. finally the rooster would crow one last time and the goat man right at the top would ring the bell. sounds like meaningless nonsense right? you need to see the photo or it for yourself. it was seriously cool. SO GO VISIT BERN, SWITZERLAND. sounds like an advert eh.

anyway next we went to einstein's house or rather Einstein Haus. yeah it was a rather small cram place but had alot of interesting stuff. the receptionist there was really nice. we watched a video of about 20 minutes about his life.nice life actually. though he was rather stupid until he was almost 20 then he became really REALLY REALLY smart.lucky ass

After that we walked more all the way to the Bear Pitt. I thought it would be some historical thing. but actually it's just a Bear Pit. There were two giant bears there. really plump and all. We walked somemore upa nother steep slope to the Rose Garden. The view from the top was really nice. seriously be-a-uu-ti-ful. i like the playground. cos it had a very big chess set there. those that you have to really CARRY the pieces to move them. i played and lost both to my dad and bro. yes yes i suck at chess lah. whtvr.

then we walked somemore again. to the trinity church and alpine museum both i dint really enjoy for one the alpine museum was ahem pathetic. and boring they had a video which i practically slept through. and the trinity church they had mass so we couldnt go in. yeah and i cant believe we paid to go in the alpine museum when it was so pathetic.

DAY 4- 3rd June

We went up Jungfraujoch [pronounce this CORRECTLY and you get a prize haha.] It is pronounced as yong-fra-yock. it was supposed to be the TOP OF EUROPE haha. or at least the farthest you can go without climbing and climbing and climbing like crazy or taking a helicopter for that matter. nice place. another very beautiful white one. yeah. we went into the ice palace which was really really slippery. but my mum only fell on the snow on the mountain not on the ice. ;] There was SUPPOSED to be snowdisking. in other words sitting on one of those round thinggies and sliding on snow but we couldn't find it so i dint get to try. okay after lunch and all we left. and went exploring in interlaken west and ost. nice place actually i bought a necklace. more like a pendant. which was a flower which cld split in two halves. and I LIKE IT. xD

DAY 5- 4th June

Went up to the alpine garden and teddyland which was utterly disappointng. because everything was coverend in snow about 20cm deep. you really sink in when you step on it. I BUILT A SNOW MAN. oh teddyland was indoors but it was pathetic too bbecause it looked so rundown and the exhibition was super small. yeah. we went back to interlaken ost very early because the place was not cool enough. yeah so me and my mom walked around for awhile which was not really fruitful because most of the main stalls were closed because it was a sunday. nothing much lah that day.

DAY 6- 5th June

Left for Olten to meet my dad's friend called Ruedi Spillmann. i like the sound of his surname!! but i thought spielman is cooler. whoops very out of point. anyway he brought us sightseeing! we went up a small hill[big for singapore small for switzerland!] and we climbed up this huge tower which was 19 storeys high. bt it didnt seem that high for me cos there were less than 19 flights of stairs. -.- okay yah it was really high but the view was damn rewarding . can see all the fields and hills etc. anyway Uncle Spillmann is really old leh. He has 2 daughters 35 and 37 and he can climb up the tower. like AMAZING. okay then he treat us to morning tea? or you could call it that cos it wasnt actually lunch nor breakfast. then later we went to this place which used to be sort of like the colosseum for the romans who used to occupy switzerland a long long time ago. apparently they used to live there and were always at war with someone for some reason. i dint know that! Then we went to Habsburg castle. which was surprisingly not very big but quite old. there was this posh posh restaurant there which was really expensive so we didnt try. we went in to the castle. apparently uncle spillmann knws alot about history. he told us that apparently those romans reuse their stones because it was so difficult to get them the right shape and size. so what was used to build the collosseum like thing was reused to build habsburg castle. no wonder the colosseum thing was practically not there. left abit of the formation only. We toured round hte castle. it's quite a cool place and quite clean too for a place so old. there was this huge bear placed on this basket i wonder for who. but I LIKE THE BEAR. abit ugly though.

Next we went to Mr Spillmann's house. WOAH nice house lah VERY NICE. we sat there and had tea for awhile instead of lunch. but the tidbit Mr Spillmann went to buy back were nice. so after that we went to this very big place that sold plants. it was really cool. nice flowers saw all type of bonsai and roses and berries. etc and flowers and plants yeah you get the point. very big pllace takes awhile to walk from one part to another.

Went back to his house after that for dinner. we walked for about 2 hrs there!! but in switzerland you cant really feel it because the weather's good. okay so we chatted abit and looke around at his garden. HIS WIFE IS A DAMN GOOD ARTIST. she can design well paint well do alot of craft crave well etc. you should look at ther works. her pottery looks bought her carved stuff looks bought. her table is designed by her and it is SUPER NICE as in really SUPER unique. though she got her carpenter to do it. she does alot of HIGH quality craft. really!! che carved a tree into a life sized guy! and by the way as old as they are they built their backyard from scratch. They dug out a huge pond and planted alot of stuff there and converted their child's old sand pit into part of the pond and anotherbig pot into a pond too/ and they are connected sort of like a waterfall. then they redid the flooring in their house both downstairs and upstairs themselves etcetc. and it is really PROFESSIONAL we didn't even knw they did it we jst thought the house was like that. and their house is like more than 30 years old. like OMG. okay anyway DINNER

was damnnice.

1st course was smoked salmon with salad. woah WONDERFUL HEAVENLY LAh. i love salmon esp GOOD smoked ones. actually I LOVE ALL SALMON. rocks. yeah it was really nice lah. i guess u get the point.

2nd course was beef with mashed potatoes and veges. woah i didnt even knw it was beef. because beef is always like really tough to me. so yeah i dont really like it. but she cooked it till it was really tender. woah i thhought it was pork btw. so did my dad[who is very good at telling what is what] so u can seee the standard eh.

3rd course [final one cos we were already bursting] was apricot icecream with apricot sauce.oh man the thought makes me want to drool. it was just great seriously. yumm.very damn nice. the apricots are like really great and her icecream taste like haagen daze standard! really most people make icecream all hard hard one got ice. hers dont have.. smooth and all.

okay okay no more food later i go crazy. okay back to the hotel which was REALLY GRAND. very nice the interior. though the exterior aint as cool. : X.

DAY 7-6th June

we went to the rhine falls. this really really big water fall which was gushing and to hear yourself there you really have to shout. BUT before that first of all. the most amusing thing happend. first we took the train missed the stop went to schaffausseun[spelt something like that i think] took a train back [but the train didnt stop at that station we needed to get off at] landed back 1 stop too early[then took another train back and finally got to the place] HAHA. very funny. but yeah rhine falls was cool was worth the time and effort;] when we were done which was not very long later because other than the RHINE FALL thinggie there was nothing much else to see. so we went to st gallen with the purpose of going to a cathedral. but since it was about lunch by that time and we saw a migros[the equivalent of cold storage or ntuc] we stopped there for lunch. [yes it has a restaurant too]

the big problem was that switzerland had sort of a divided population-some speak french, some speak german. the french still can understand english mostly but the german they really cant get anything. so we had lots of trouble ordering lunch. the lady serving us spoke english that sounded natural but she said she couldn't speak english. interesting leh. cos she couldn't translate certain stuff in the menu.but lunchh turned out not bad in the end. then shopping for all the stuff to bring home. shan't comment. so we intended to catch the train at 1+ back. then my dad was like

"EH IT'S 12 PLUS ALREADY LEH. AND WE DIDN'T SEE THE CATHEDRAL"LOL hahaha. serious thats what happened.

but we went to the cathedral in the end another HUMONGOUS PLACE but it was bright and sunny. i like the ceiling paintings GORGEOUS.okay yeah thats all i have to say.

back to winterthur to put our stuff down and shopping. bought my beautiful bag. <3!!okay>

DAY 8-7th june

packed up.damn sad leaving that day.:( left for the airport. shopped in the airport and then got on the plane. the plane was so disappointing!!! it only had 20 movies. the krisworld went siao cos i was sitting sia so that's seriously odd lah. so i niaoed to the air steward then i think alot of people got the problem and krisworld suddenly DIED then i think they rebooted the system.ended up watching 1 movie only wth. cos all the movies i wanted to watch were 30+40+ instead of the misealy 1-20 there was. :[ boo. yeah slept i think only 4hrs on the plane.

DAY 9-8th june

HOME!nothing much. back to the city of traffic jams and unpredictable weather

hello singapore!

2006-06-08T10:43:00.000+08:00

hello singapore!

i am back from switzerland. sorry to all those whom i was supposed to reply their messages but didn't. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SWITZERLAND NOW NOW NOW NOW!!okay i think you get the point.i am too lazy to blog about it. seriously, it would take ages. haha maybe later. xD

2006-05-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

haha flying off soon at the airport boarding gate. jst to say BYE SINGAPORE! xD

2006-05-30T10:03:00.000+08:00

its the morning i jst woke up like 10minutes ago. faithful blogger eh?anyway not the point. i am here jst slacking before i go downstairs to watch tv. my nck is aching like HELL. dont knw what happened. i need to cut my hair lah. but i lazy go out. to go or not to go, that is the question. man this is so lame.

please tell me what i am supposed to do when i am too lazy to do my work though there's this huge tonne sitting behind me. lazy to move, kazy to pick up the pen and write. gong han leh. not as if next time i m going to tou gao like that. sian

REVIVAL, RENEWAL

2006-05-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

hello. i am back from being mia for so long. [okay not very long. jst my posts arent really detailed or anythng. and its missing all the fun bits of my life in general. yeah so i hve decided to lighten the mood and talk abt all the fun stuff since chem ended. oh in case u dint already notice, i have finally changed my skin. was too lazy to make one so i took a super long time to find one at blogskins.com seriously i couldnt really find something i like very much. those i liked were either used or the words were seriously corny!so yah i took a LONG time. to erm "REDEEM" myself this shall be a long long post.

monday

went to watch xmen3 cause my mom got premiere tickets. it was super duper cool. <3! the plot was not bad. but many surprising deaths. and in a super weird way. this movie has many twists. and its totally worth your money. i like the special effects. but its a little different from the cartoon. jean grey is super cool but when she's in phoenix mode her eyes look weird. the seriously scary part was to do with angel. go figure!actually i like magneto wolverine and angel. storm too. I LIKE HER HAIR! seriously looks really cool. juggernaugt[how do you spell] is amusing.

before that i even brought my parents to eat LONG JOHNS. they hardly ever eat fast food. its an occasional mcdonalds but they never eat much more than that. walked arnd abit. cine nothing much to walk anyway. walked all the way to orchard mrt to get my xi you ji. almost bought sui hu zhuan by accident. i took xi you ji was looking at it. my mum assumed that that shelf contained only xi you ji so she wanted to get the book checked. she took another book went to one of the workers there got him to open it. then later she brought it to the counter. i saw she got the book assumed she took the right thing. put back the xi you ji. then my dad[he can hardly read chinese] went eh. thats not xi you ji. we were like you sure or not. then eh really not xi you ji.

it was highly amusing. my dad can actually read chinese leh!![to a certain extent] actly now i cant really remember anything that happened in school. oh yah we got back most of our papers then i think. almost flipped during chinese, crappy marks. mr lim was suaning me during bio cos i accidentally dropped my bottle. cos jst then he was like
" when you are doing bio spa the first thing you shld do is"[my bottle dropped]
i picked it up and he was like"when you do bio spa the first thng you shld do is not to drop your water bottle" super lame!!

and you were being such a total idiot. jst cos you're bigger you think you are stronger and smarter. lets jst say you are wrong. cant stand the sight of your face. when i turn 21 and have enough money i ll move to the other side of the world. and never EVER EVER have to see your disgusting face again.

tuesday
nothing much rather boring actually. training was HELL. we trekked from macritchie to bukit timah! we started at aroud 430 and got there at 7 exactly. 2hrs 30 mins. i realise i am super dao when i am tired. when i am tired, i tend to be moody, i wont talk etc etc. seriously yeah. i started out in a good mood by the time 6+ was already like in a super bad mood cos we were taking forever and my shoulders were DYING. hated having to keep jog-walk-jog-walk jst to catch up. sorry to all who had to stand my horrible mood.was really tired. but felt good cos we finally managed to finish the whole route. very refreshing route. ODAC ROCKS. cant wait for rinjani.

oh and ss or rather lunch[mrs ng came in] was a pool of mixed feelings- sad yet happy/ relieved
glad to say I PASSED ss test 2. 9/15 instead of that 4/15 its not very good compared to the rest of the class but still, i was really happy. then i suddenly realised. i failed overall. i needed 10/15 to pass overall. never mind its an improvement. i have never been good at anything to do with ss or history or SBQ for that matter.

wednesday/ thursday
nothing much. both days were spent preoccupied about chem until abt 3pm thursday when chem was over. not going to talk abt the paper. nyaa training was much much much better than the first despite the poor turnout. those sec2s seriously have no sense of responsibility. we are bothering to teach them new stuff they need yet some come late and others dont come at all. plus some dint even receive the notes we put in their class trays. forget it shall not comment anymore.

FRIDAY
[the last day of school]
generally a good day. volleyball with wanxin gracia yingjie was HILARIOUS! with "i thought the court was the semi circle" and "yingjieeeeeee" then gracia hits backwards. seriously me and wan xin were jst DYING of laughter. too bad she's in wales now. boo.lots of people have gone anw.
after sch we[yingjie xiner me] went to cine. attempting to go into da vinci code.
"we want 2 tickets for da vinci code"
"may i see your ics"
"eh eh i never bring xin er you show can?" "aiyah xin er show i lazy look for it"
[xiner being super legal is 16 and takes out her ic]
"what abt the too of you"
" i dint bring"
so in the end we couldnt go in. cos apparently they check at the cinema entrance too. aahh well. no comment. so we went to long johns to eat and wait for gracia and wanxin. they came. and we [wanxin gracia me]decided to watch poseidon cos yingjie doesnt like to watch movies but only wanted to watch da vinci, xiner had tuition at 5 movie started at 3 so she was scared she'd be late.

i thought poseidon would be corny but its actly not bad. effects are good. its damn sad that one of the main characters died. seriously. and the one we were hundred percent sure would die jst dint[even though there were so many close brushes]gracia and wanxin were super freaked out. gracia is expected wan xin was totally unexpected. it was like wanxin gracia in the center and me at the side. so both of them were screaming like hell[only 2 in the cinema] no offense though. and i was going relax gracia relax dont be so scared. was really amusing i tell you. they were freaked out cos of all the sudden things like water gushing in like crazy. they went totally ballistic with the horrible number of dead bodies. seriously there were A LOT! seriously like the whole ship was lined with them? the father [i cant rmb his name] totally rocks. he is super smart. even when he was about to die, he could think straight and find an alternative solution. if that were me everyone in the ship would jst DIE. my bladder almost burst lah i badly badly badly needed the toilet. but the toilet so far away i waited super long.

Saturday/sunday
boring weekend. saturday's spm lim cheng puay actually said that he liked me niaoing him. [indirectly lah!!] he said i very noisy though. and that i need to concentrate more. the kiasu person before us took 15 minutes me and my mum went in for less than 5.amusing i was there. completely refusing to comment. luckily my mum only see him see others sure die. can imagine what foolingling will say.

managed to catch michelle ng. who dint say anything mean. she was really nice actually.telling my mum that we wont have sbq anymore. which is SUPER LUCKY. hate it. though i d probably hate seq too. i am not a humans person please.

went to eat buffet after that. i think i m getting damn fat already. eat eat eat. everyday snack so much.

so back to the present. i realise i spent the last 3 days doing absolutely nothing. i am dead for sure. I NEED TO DO MY GONG HAN BY the 9th cos the latest i can hand in is the 10th.this sucks. i havent even started and its not 1 its 2. there's still rsso what am i doing here. relaxing. cant get motivated enough to actually start homeworking?i am flying off tomorrow. wont be back till the 8th you tell me HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW!see this is what happens. i am too lazy i think i ll do later and tomorrow. excited over travelling. asked amillion questions i think i got my dad super annoyed already, whoops. lazy to get up from this position. half sitting half lying on my chair legs stretched out onto bed. laptop on my lap[haha]. yes weird. but nevermind. i like it.this is becoming pointless. so BYE.

2006-05-24T15:50:00.000+08:00

i hate the way some people i need one mark more to get A or 1 more mark to get A+
i knw people have their own expectations of themselves but seriously u dont need to broadcast it when others beside you need that 1 mark to PASS dammit. or just to get a C+.its just way way way too competitive.forget it.

2006-05-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

i jst went to wanxin's blog. and that reminded me. YOU KNW WHAT MRS T WATCHED ME OVERSHOOT TOO. it was nicely nicely one drop one drop. thne eh SUDDENLY WOOOSSHHHH everything came out.u knw what i think i ll get 0 for manipulation. and since i screwed up calculations too. i probably got say 5 for that and my results were super off. too. so maybe i l get 5/ 25. WOAH THE PROSPECT OF THAT IS JUST GREAT

please tell me why.

2006-05-16T20:35:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i ve been to this site but all of a sudden i have the urge to release my distress. My day today was an utter horror. One of the worse days in my life, or at least until now. As you may probably already know, my chemistry SPA was a complete fiasco. It was terrible. After i finished the paper, as horrendous as it was, my mind was no longer on it.i was instead pondering over something else.

Why is it that students like us are subject to social prejudices?Students aside, I think the more serious ones are the ones where teachers are actually biased towards some students and completely against others. I thought this would not be a real issue in RGS. i thought it would be in schools that only accept rich kids.where the rich are pampered like kings and the poor are jst neglected and treated to be a cut below the rest. but no i was wrong. so what actually happened? i shall tell you.

This is what happened to me. during our chemisty practical today, we were supposed to call the teacher to watch us finish our titration as we approached end point. I raised up my hand before many other people. the teacher at that time let her be known as Mrs T, completely ignored me. She first walked to yongzhu in the first row then to sarah in the back. and finally she came to my bench. i was rather happy. but strangely enough she completely ignored me and assessed my partner. At that point in time i was totally exasperated. i had definitely raised my hand before them. who was she to treat me like this. what had i done to her for her to treat me like this. mind you i dint even knw her AT ALL.so after that[ i bet you were thinking okay chey two people only, no no no havent end yet lah] she proceeded to assess two other students behind me. then she walked back to our bench and was going to assess cherie. cherie told her no no no its her first[ THANK YOU!! I LOVE YOU OKAY!] and finally she grudgingly said oh okay and then as reluctantly as she could, assessed me. which i at that point was not only anxious, but angry and my hands were completely shaking.

As a result[ to sum this up with two words] I FLOPPED. please tell me what i did to deserve this. we only had one lesson withher. because she was replacing my teacher who was not able to be present at that lesson. the only thing that i vaguely rmb would have offended her was me asking two questions. wait before you jump to conclusions they are

" how many times do we have to ask you to watch us when we are reaching end point?" and
" if we overshot, may i knw if we could ask you to assess us again?"

could anyone please tell me what is so offensive about these two simple, basic questions. HEY I AM NOT PARANOID just so you knw. i felt that too. but even yingjie went, why she like dont want to assess you like that?

Dear Mrs T,
I would really love to hear what you think about me. I would like to know why you treat me in such a manner. What exactly have i done to displease you?I d rather you tell me directly then take it out on me using such childish and underhand methods. People are not blind. We can see what is going on around us.The very fact that you ignored me even after assessing my partner shows one thing. You seriously lack the maturity and level-headedness to be a teacher. You do not have the impartiality that makes students respect you as a teacher. When you were in school yourself, i ask you this question, did you like the teachers who picked favourites? i bet i knw the answer. Then why, please tell me why you do the same when you grow older. how will that unborn child respect you if he/she knew you would do such ridiculous things. i think i need a voodoo doll. and it already has your name on it. oh yah u have reached a rather high standard in my world, you completely meet the standard requirements for me to completely, utterly, hopelessly, wonderfully....

HATE YOU!

i d really like to say thank you for
- making me wait a full 10 minutes for your "ROYAL" presence.
- making me completely waste away my chemistry spa marks
- making me so depressed.

THANK YOU YOU KNW I REALLY THANK YOU DESPICABLE BITCH!

on a side note. thank you to all those who cheered me up okay. thanks so much.i will get my revenge. I BELIEVE SHE LL GET RETRIBUTION. COMPLETELY TOTALLY UTTERLY.

to add on to my lousy day, i dropped my handphone in the wash basin at sch. and its nt working properly anymore. i had to switch it on and off 4 times before the cursor could work. DECENTLY.
oh and odac was not that good either. never mind, we ve got one more shot. MAKE IT COUNT. xD. thanks for all the work you guys have put in.

Just a thought.

2006-05-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

I am sinning. I am procrastinating but I don’t really care anymore. I don’t care about my hiatus. I still spend as much time as I don’t blog on the internet. Thus, I should make conducive usage of my time. When I blog, at least I am making use of English, its way better than pointless surfing? Prove me wrong. Decisions, decisions, all those you make in life, each important, just to what extent. I look back, and I start to wonder, was it the right decision to come over to RGS, leave behind all the familiarity? I knew all the information about RGS, the stress levels, the never-ending work. I knew, I thought I could handle it, but right now it seems like I can’t.

After talking to Serene, I realized one thing, “Why am I putting so much pressure on myself? Is it worth it? A few years down the road, you get a job, you start your profession, and will your results still matter?” What is the point of being so stressed? It seriously doesn’t do anything does it? The point is you have already made the decision to move over, when you look back and regret, there is really nothing you can do about it. So why bother? DHS maybe a really slack school but at the end of the day it’s the one that makes you learn more that really counts.

Anyway there are much more pressing matters for me to attend to at the moment. I screwed up physics today. Why? It was definitely not because of the lack of studying. I studied my head off yesterday. It is seriously my lack of common sense. I am seriously jealous of people such as Amanda. She is good at everything. She is in band one of the really good clarinets. She can play softball really well too. She can run well, she is strong, she is well-liked. Her academics are really good too. Me? I am the exact opposite.

I think I am the stupidest person on Earth. I make the stupidest decisions. When people go for a cca they go for something they are good at, something that they will excel in. Me? I jump here and there. Is there a point in that? When I finally did well in CO and moved over to DHS I decided to change over to track and EDS. Then when I finally got to RG, I did not even bother with EDS and track; well I just slacked during training, with disastrous results. I joined ODAC. Being 2 years “junior”, I have a long way to catch up with. It’s seriously stressing me out. It is also because of the change in CCA I have deproved greatly in 2.4, please do not ask for my timing. I seriously do not have the inclination on telling anymore people about it. Maybe I am asking too much, I am sorry if I have offended anyone in anyway because of this. What you must realize, the difference in my timing this year and last is a really large margin. Oh well, at least my 5 items improved.

I guess that’s all for today. I seriously don’t know how I am going to live it all down. Anyway 2 down, 6 to go. At least, we’re ¼ through, its not much, but it’s better than not at all. My new personal motto, " Live and let live."

2006-04-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

This is officially the last post before i go on hiatus.

anyway. i've got this increasing work load. that i ll nvr be able to finish unlessi cut down some of my other stuff. and that unfortunately includes blogging. anyway no one reads this place in the first place. so i guess its okay. so anyway. last post till i clear all my work plus exams. maybe i ll have really short posts. but the frequency will definitely be lower.and the length too.

its approaching the long weekend. but i have a whole lot of events planned for this one. plus of course the preparation for the exams. luckily enough we get a couple of days off . well sort of. go to sch. test then come home. but like no difference.tests are tests. forget it. i m going off now. bye

2006-04-26T17:06:00.000+08:00

my nxt door neighbour is doing renovation and its driving me NUTS. they DRILL like crazy. i got home at 3 + then they alr drilling and drilling. 5+ still drilling. accrding to my parents they started early EARLY EARLY this morning. sucks to them. but their incessant noise is super aggravating. cos i came home with a headache alr.

today we ran 2 and 5/7 rounds. i was dying and dying. but finished it. i dont rmb our time its * min o7 seconds. i think its 5. i m not sure. DEAR CHERIE ROCKS. GREAT RUNNING PARTNER.thanks for cheering me on okay. I TOLD YOU YOU WERE FITTER DAMMIT! i scolded by tan *** *** for folding my shorts. i bought bigger so its not restricting then i fold my shorts. pissed. aiyah heck anyway its jst my shorts.

2006-04-23T14:34:00.000+08:00

i m bored. mainly cos i refuse to do my hw. i m jst on strike. damn lazy nowadays. must pickupthe pace before its too late. uggghh. i promise as of tmr i ll do my work and not slack ... SO MUCH

random

2006-04-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

that was a total random post. i read it and i was like woah why the hell is that so random.

my life aint really interesting anymore. i have ZERO SOCIAL LIFE. the rate i go out is less than once amonth. and that is pathetic lah please. okay other than the trips to far east. that dont count too near alr. but far east is nice. so is walking around with ying jie. our tastes are different but i still love u xD actly generally walking around far east with anyone is nice. i walk with miss yeo huiwen i laugh like a mad person. our discussions abt who we like or who we dont. etc. damn interesting. with wanxin and cherie we jst love the chicken rice and jst crap alot. haha. anw. thats all lah. bye bye

2006-04-22T19:10:00.000+08:00

i am bored
i am a major procastinator

actly i have a lot of stuff to do. but the slacker aka me refuse to move a muscle to pick up that pen and do that entire stack of hw. we had 2 pts due on friday. the teachers were being "compassionate" and postponed all hw to be due on monday. i knw this is mean. but is it fair?

our life is jst a struggle to keep up with all the homework. its like one big tonne. how do you expect us to finish. either taht or its jst me. i m jst too lazy.was sick for the last couple of days. me and yingjie agree. its STRESS RELATED.

oh yah sucks having birthday on monday. no one to celebrate with. x(. dammit i m sianded.

mg mum keeps walking n and out of my room. saying this and that. aiyah shes SPYING i can see but shre wont admit. hahaha tsk tsk i m bored. bye now.

2006-04-21T16:53:00.001+08:00

the two PTs are gone cos they ve already been submitted. I feel much more relieved. me and yingjie decided we were too stressed and went out for SUBWAY. then we walked around fareast. and got crystal earrings. damn cool. hers are blue. and mine are like violet kind. hahaha.they had this chart. saying what are our lucky colours by looking at our birthdates. then it jst happened that my colour was violet. and hers was electric blue. the shop keeper super nice. they do alot of fortune telling. so cute.xD

2006-04-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

2006-04-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

hello. i m damn sian. mentally and physically tired from everything. mainly pts and trainings. anw.before i start anything. i dedicate this post to miss JOANNE ANG HUI MIN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!
enjoy the last 35 minutes of your birthday.

man i miss the slack old times. arnd this time of year the word chiong doesnt exist other than maybe 2.4 but thats nxt month.boo.

2006-04-16T21:31:00.001+08:00

before u read the rest of the conve. pls scroll down till u see the spastic picture of sarah wee ching-li. focus on it and rmb what it looks like. then scroll up and continue.fyi, .it was set as my dp

this is what serene said.
time machine says:haha.. who's that in ur dp?!
wei li;spastic says:sarah
wei li;spastic says:at my house
wei li;spastic says:cmps one
wei li;spastic says:hahhaa
time machine says:is she wearing a scarf?????
wei li;spastic says:we did geog pt until 9+
wei li;spastic says:then ended up gaying
wei li;spastic says:no its not
wei li;spastic says:its one of those bands that u can straighten out then when u hit it on something it curls around
wei li;spastic says:hahaha
time machine says:oh. the blue thing.
wei li;spastic says:yah
wei li;spastic says:hahaha
time machine says:what about the black thing over her shoulders?O.O
wei li;spastic says:the black stuff happens to be her HAIR
time machine says:oh
time machine says:she long hair ah?!
wei li;spastic says:yah
time machine says:hahahahaha OMG i thought she had a short hair coconut hair head. x)
wei li;spastic says:LAME O
wei li;spastic says:wth
wei li;spastic says:u loser
wei li;spastic says:even chermaine chee knew it was hair
time machine says:tsk.
wei li;spastic says:EVEN CHERMAINE CHEE LEH

2006-04-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

2006-04-16T17:31:00.000+08:00

man. this is pointless. cant stand ppl who talk like they knw everything. dont even knw why i m talking to u. wth. stupid questions.

anw ting xie is tmr. and sucks i have to study. dont feel like it though.hahaha. trying to lah. hahaha. ta for now lazy to blog

2006-04-16T11:05:00.000+08:00

OKAY SO THE JOKE IS OFF! i dint faint at the keyboard. i dint get sent to the hospital. but sarah was sent home by my dad. HAHAHA. we spent almost 12hrs on the stupid GEOG PT and WE STILL HAVENT FINISHED. but i dont wanna see a single bit of that nonsense today. but we have to finish lah. dammit. x( anw. i shall upload spastic pictures. cos i feel like it.

hoho!guess who? sarah lah. hahaha with mine shiny reflective thing on her neck. funny right. hahaha. anw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGJIE!

2006-04-14T20:26:00.000+08:00

time jst about caught up with me. and it is going to overtake me already.i jst realise how hectic the rest of the term is going to be. there are 2 pts due nxt week. there is chem and physics spa plus ss sbq and chinese paper two on the following week. then after that there's bio spa on the nxt with maths sa. i calculated my gpa for all the tests so far. and it sucks lah. i better work hard. or i ll be on probation before i knw it. WISH ME LUCK.

2006-04-14T15:59:00.000+08:00

i am getting paranoid. i am going crazy. ugghh.
whats the diff. no one gives a damn.

2006-04-14T10:14:00.000+08:00

i am damn pissed today.dear zuoqi pangsehed me today. and therefore, i am now stuck at home doing absolutely nothing. WOAH WHAT A GREAT DAY EH?!YOU DAMN GOOD ZUOQI. actly apparently her mum dont allow. c'mon man. how often does that happen. why today?!not a good day to begin with. a miracle has happened though i packed my entire table!its clean now lah.well we got back physics ytd. but i m blogging today because i really dint have time ytd. i spend like 2+hours packing myself!!back to the point, i suck. screw my marks lah. and i totally wasted like a gazillion marks on stupid answers cos i smartly dint read the question properly

question:why is the metre rule the most suitable apparatus for this experiment?
answer: vernier calipers.

there u go, 1 mark down the drain. tell me i m stupid. cos i deserve it. and idiotic. i was being such an idiot. the last question right i look at the graph thing. then it looked straight. i thought its a trick question. then i took a ruler compare straightness. then eh. got slight increase.so i wrote that down. another mark down the drain. here and there stupid mistakes. screwed up my paper.

and you. the way you looked as soon as you saw ur paper. you went "phew!" and then you had this great beaming smile across your face. everyone knws you have such high expectations of yourself.it was obvious u probably did well. we were talking around after the lessn. i dint even ask how u did anymore. cos u said u dint want to tell. i respected that.some one asked. and you were going on abt how u dint do well.that isnt believeable is it?and i jst said you'd definitely had done better than me.it was an EFFORT TO CHEER YOU UP.i mean whats wrong with that. i tell you that there are others worse than you and you come back right in my face and say that i was being insensitive.i dont understand you at all.ppl tell you u do well you tell them they are insensitive.

i saw u looking down. i felt kind of guilty so i went over to apologise. i went over to say i was sorry. you dint even respond. i tried to start a conversation. asking you why u chose so many sciences if you dint even like them. what did i get? no response. its like talking to a wall.why on earth did i even bother?! i always get blamed for trying to do something to help others.who's being insensitive. you look so happy after getting back the paper. and u tell everyone that u are doing badly. how do u think others will feel. u expect way too much from urself. right now. i dont care what u are going to say to others about me. i tried to cheer u up. u call me insensitive. i apologise cause i thought u were probably jst sensitive about this entire issue. and u give me no response. u knw what. i regret even TRYING TO APOLOGISE TO YOU.

2006-04-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

DHS TRACK TEAM YOU GUYS ROCK!! u guys are improving more and more every year. champs for four schools.though i alr left. I M STILL SUPER PROUD OF YOU GUYS!!!xD

2006-04-10T16:19:00.000+08:00

i feel like an idiot. so out of place. dammit.i jst dont belong.

on a happier note, i actly PASSED MY GEOG.
not like i dint study. i totally piaed the shit out of me can.i was damn scared luh. cause after ss i seriously dint knw what to expect. oh i guess i forgot to mention. i was praying damn hard i passed. again, it wasnt like i dint study. but i knew i wldnt do well, so i jst prayed to pass.prayed jst to scrape a simple pass. i dint really care if it was jst oging to be 7.5/15. so i prayed and prayed. was that too much to ask? i looked at my paper. 4/15 great isnt it.so when ms foo announced the lowest was 18 i totally screamed lah. as did the rest of the class. in the end i got 23/25. i almost jumped up for joy.xD

2006-04-09T11:24:00.000+08:00

so many things have happened within the last few days. we really had loads of laughs at sarah's house and everywhere thanks mainly to dear lydia aka RFer.i ve had very interesting/weird dreams. but i dont intend to talk abt them.cos they are too damn weird. but i jst suddenly had this really weird feeling. while i m facing the com right now, the fan is blowing directly at my head. there was a short segment of say 3 seconds i felt as though my head was vibrating in sync with the whirring of the fan.like wth.

2006-04-07T18:01:00.000+08:00

jst back from sports fest. havent been blogging much though i m most of the time on line. serious problems with hw. one humongus stack that i have to complete within the nxt three days. i m on the way to death. been insanely busy. and am dying from a severe lack of sleep. band concert was cool ytd. xD YOU GO AMANDA!! SU AND SHARON YOU ROCK TOO!!xD bye

2006-04-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

freak it!! I SWEAR. FROM NOW ON I LL NEVER LEAVE ANY WORKSHEETS UNDER MY TABLE EVER AGAIN. UNLESS THEY ARE FILED IN THEIR RESPECTIVE FILES. I LOSE TOO MUCH STUFF. one ws here one ws there. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!

2006-04-03T16:25:00.000+08:00

today was a super funny day especially during bio. mr lim was telling us how gross botox was. according to him, they inject some bacteria which will eat ur muscle. so that it cant move. then if it cant move then u wont get wrinkles. then when the bacteria die, they inject some more in. and we were like eeeewww. then ying jie was like whats so eww about that. hahaha. then later he was telling us about how protein chains break up and all sorts of nonsense then ying jie EEEWWWWed damn loud. then he was like ying jie, u are not disgusted by the botox but why are u disgusted by this. then the whole class laughed. HEY YINGJIE. NO OFFENSE HOR. hahaha it was damn damn damn damn funny!!! we had formative for eng compre. ms low tried to pulla joke on us by telling us its summative. but because she told 303 the joke alr, then we all knew the joke.

sianded I CANT FIND MY FREAKING FORM FOR EDUSAVE. DAMN DAMN DAMN STUPID!!! I SERIOUSLY CANT FIND IT. I SEARCHEDMY WHOLE TABLE. AAAAAAHHHHH!!! ITS OVERDUE ALR LEH!!!! FRIGGIT ARGH!!!I M SO SO SO PISSED TODAY. CHERYL LYNN IS A PIG!! SHE PANGSEHED ME AGAIN. AND SHE STILL DARE UPLOAD OUR PICTS ONTO THE NET!! I AM NOT LES WITH HER OKAY. MS CHERYL LYNN OH SHENG LI IS AN EVIL PIG.I WAS JST DAMN TIRED. so i was going to sleep then she tou pai wo de zhao pian.

sianded i m suppossed to be doing my retard botox babes right now. but am i??NO. i m blogging instead.sianded. i m god damn bored. hahaha. but tata i think i gotta go now.
6 STOREY ABSEIL TOMORROW. SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT

2006-04-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

ROCKAMANIA is damn damn damn damn fun. my tee is in the wash so i cant show u what it looks. damn nice. we had goodie bag plus a dri-fit tee and we only paid 10 bucks. which was subsidised by the sch. xD not the pt. the route looked tough but wasnt that. still i think i might have performed better. i jst wanna congratulate oli. she FLASHED the route. PRO-DED!!!

u knw what? i love my friends.xD

2006-03-31T17:48:00.000+08:00

lemme tell you who's in my new grp.
- YINGJIE!!
-blossom
-rachel
-shiting
-geraldine

i mean i m really sorry but, that seriously is going to take some time getting used to. at least i have my dear yingjie. not a good day. MAN I LL MISS SITTING WITH YOU CHERIE GRACIA JO WAN XIN AND YINGJIE ARGH!!

2006-03-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

u say things have cleared up. are you sure? i highly doubt so. the looks of disgust you give me. the tone of voice u use. isn't it obvious to all those around that u treat me as an irritance. my existence is a mere irritance. whatever i do is never ever ever good enough for you. you complain about what i do. check out urself, do you have do the same. i knw i dont belong. as much as i tried. i m jst the odd one out. though our relationship hung on a mere string. i always thought day after day that it would improve. but has it? i ve been trying my best, but i guess things are meant to be this way. u guys are so comfortable with each other. but i m jst nothing but a stranger. a passerby not worthy of notice.

so whats the whole pt of this anyway. maybe i shall jst give up. things are much simpler that way. its not as if u ever wanted to welcome me in anyway. no, things are not okay. they are still the same as before we had the talk. or at least, you all treat me as though things have never changed.

SCREW CHINESE.

2006-03-27T18:21:00.000+08:00

SCREW IT!! its official i HATE CHINESE. not like i hve nvr hated it. but actly in pri sch i used to LIKE chinese but well things have changed haven't they? my stupid zuo wen JUST PASSED. kns its like 36 upon 70. its a goddamned 51% that sucks lah. AND IT'S the FIRST term and the first zuowen counted in the yr. SHIT lah. to think after the essay test i was feeling rather good lorh. i was thinking like. okay, it wasn't that bad. better than the last few. and then WHAT THE HELL. i damned sad leh.and today raining summore. i walked home all the way in the rain. over the overhead bridge all the way home. SUCKS LAH WAH LAO. then still gotta unlock the freaking gate that takes FOREVER to unlock cos its so diff to turn the thing. ah forget it lah. WORSE STILL, I LOST MY BELOVED BLACK HAIRBAND. i was slping on the bus. the only thing i rmb was jst grabbing it off my head cos the teeth were like sticking into my head and yanking it off. dont knw where it went to. probably on the bus. sian.

btw i havent done my hw at all. cos i dont knw how to do. stupid article review and maths assignment. then got physics test soon. AS IF I DONT HAVE ENOUGH TO WORRY ABOUT.

when one thing gets settled, another gets screwed up. that's my life. a never ending cycle of problems.

2006-03-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

i gets things are cool now.dhs is still the same. I NEVER KNEW THAT PPL WERE STILL SCARED OF THE RULES EVEN THOUGH IT SLACKEN SO MUCH!!!and kat looks cool with her short hair. bed looks funkaye with her punk hair. and meiyun look jst as blur as ever.got my yr bk i look damn stupid in it. the lighting is screwed. the real pict is better. actly in the first place i aint photogenic. I JST REALISE WHO SHIHUA's SISTER IS!!!they seriously dont look alike. and i knw who cheryl lynn's sister is too. haha. HAD A LAME CONVE WITH WOEI XIN. interesting way it started. i was abt to tell wc he looked stupid in the mag. but she switched on his com. so he wasnt there actly so stupid. hahaha.i jst realise how lame she is. and she likes to put on a spiderman suit and do line dancing with old ladies.xD haha. dont run over to my house and kill me.

2006-03-23T15:47:00.000+08:00

who wld have thought? some friends they are. the whispering has gone on and on. you think i am stupid? i figured something like this was going to happen. but even so i dint expect it so soon. you could have jst told me. i d rather you have at least SAID SOMETHING. but you dint. if anything i hate LIARS and people who do thngs behind my back.

2006-03-22T19:56:00.000+08:00

oh gay i discovered my blogspot. is weird. i think i deleted the whole bottom chunk accidentally. thats why its missing from the other post before this. cont'd beach day. so yah we all got our tans. miss yingjie has her tan she wanted!! hahaha. she's tanner now. though u can barely see the traces of pink on her skin she says her skin hurts and she got sunburnt. hmm still dont knw why. your face better? tag a reply. SHE IS SO FUNNY!!! hahaha makes me laugh. the purple thing is interesting. looks too big for you. quite nice though. hahaha.but serene is like UUUGGGHHH I M TAN NOW. hahaha. well i lazy type the rest. so you can jst imagine the fun we had

2006-03-22T18:28:00.000+08:00

i am like dddead tired. today i went to the beach. yes again. ahaha. at first we were kind of sianded cos we felt really bored. but after awhile it was quite fun lah. i got tanner. hahaha. apparently i have tan lines on my back. but its on my back. i cant see it. that was so lame. i sound like i am talking to myself. hahaha. okay. so thats so not the point. anw. we played in the sea. so fun. hahaha. we dug a ma tong in the sand and then after taht thewave destroyed it. but not before the pictures. i think serene will upload. UPLOAD OKAY. ITS FUNNY. even though i look rather stupid. and serene was like lets climb trees then i was like UHHH. okay but it was fun. realy really fun. she helped me up then i helped her up hahaha.

the sea is nice. i am glad to say my severely wrinkled hands are now nice and smooth. by the sand.serene is a blur pock she bought her ben and jerry's milk shake for 7.90 and excitedly drinking it. she forgot her clothes which were in a plastic bag. she only realised when we were on the bus out of sentosa. then she had to wait for the bus and go all the way back to getit. so cute lorh hahaha. and then before that she was supposed to get her earrings back from the place where she put it and she forgot too. then we went to get it back together. hahaha.xD.

see this is my reddish a little sun burnt face. i dint even know it was that red can? SEE THE AMOUNT OF BABY FATS!!! my hair is a mess. hahaha. i look retarded jst look at my red face.

xD

2006-03-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

today is jst a really nice and good day. i am jst in a really good mood. even though we had to walk for like 2 hrs in khatib bongsu. if i were to ask you. where is khatib bongsu, would you know where?(ssshhh all rg students) it's seriously so ulu. anzie lives super near it. but doesnt even know that it existed there.

so i went for climbing. we went yishun safra bouldering gym. ROCKED ROCKED ROCKED ROCKED ROCKED. i love love love climbing there!!!xD i think that seriously made me happy. but got alot of scrapes. the walls are really rough. i dont know why. i guess its so that you can flag and smear, more grip. i got like a milion scratches from the wall. my knee was bleeding. poor wynne was bleeding on her fingers through the chalk.i am dead tired.my arms and legs have no energy. my knee feels erm. weird like weak or soft or something. i dont know seriously. hurts a little when i walk. must be tired lah. wah. happy day for me. wish all days cld be like this.xD

2006-03-20T19:04:00.000+08:00

my life's really screwed up.AAAHHHH I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE. screw it. yes thats all i have to say.

2006-03-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

i feel really stupid right now. chem and physics are bugging my wits. it doesnt help that hw is due tomorrow. but whatever it is i just want to say
JIACONG THANKS FOR ALL THE HELP YOU GAVE ME YEAH!!!

2006-03-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

chem is a killer. i dont really get how to do the ws. physics aint much better. i think i m going to get everything wrong. tmr is kampong glam day. like i haven't been there. 4th time i m goin there i think. WOAH so EXCITING. then there's bio trip on tuesday then climbing. then wednesday is beach day again. and then thursday is ura i ve been there too. and friday is movie watching. its a slack week. but well i think there's a ton of tests waiting jst around the corner.

my mouth=trouble.

2006-03-18T17:09:00.000+08:00

i wish i had the gift with words. but well, i dont. i always say the wrong things. give people the wrong impression. give people the wrong idea. misunderstandings. time and time again they happen. people just think i m such an idiot. sometimes i wish i jst dint have a mouth. wouldnt that jst be better. no mouth, no words, no wrong impressions, no wrong ideas, no misunderstandings. aint that just so simple?

someone once told me that i talk without my words going to my brain. i guess its true then. i shld jst learn to shut up. simple and sweet.

THANKS DAD!!

2006-03-18T16:00:00.000+08:00

it's saturday. i have barely started on my homework. it so does not help that i dont really understand chemistry. THANK GOD FOR E-LEARNING WEEK. not that it will help much. well, better than none right? i' m looking forward to wednesday. hopefully the weather's good.but who cares anyway. we ll have fun. The weather aint going to stop us. my dad got me a gorgeous new laptop and thats what i m using now. i LOVE IT!!! THANKS DAD!!

"have you lost your marbles?"

2006-03-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

today, i went to school to help out with osl selection camp. let me fastforward to somewhere more interesting cause the rest is really boring. so me quynh anh and to lan were supposed to be station masters. i was supposed to be the station master for this station where you gta balance a marble between ur nose and upper lip and do what i say. so we finished our briefing and then walked out of the dance studion. and all of a sudden. all the marbles in the black canister i was carrying fell out. i was well, shocked.seriously i did not, do not and will never understand what happened. i jst stoned there for like 3 seconds. while everyone turned to stare at us. and then a voice came from behind.

"have you lost your marbles?"

trust weishan for coming up with such a comment. but well even i have to admit it was kind of cute. but in the end we dint have my station bcause mr tan said it wasnt relevant.

2006-03-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

hello. today was a really nice day. i watched nanny mcphee in the morning with my sis.
NANNY MCPHEE IS SUCH A COOL SHOW. okay so over view:

Mr. Cedric Brown has just lost his wife and is now left with his seven children who misbehave so much that all the nannies have run away. Now he is told by a mysterious voice that he should get Nanny McPhee who is a magical woman with special powers. So then she arrives, and then she makes them behave. Then , great-aunt Lady Adelaide appears and says that Mr Brown had better get married within a month or she will stop giving him money to pay the rent. The children chase away many of them because they believe that all step-mothers were evil. So eventually, they realise that their dad needed to get married and they went to get the last one back aka Selma Quickly. so then on the wedding day things happened then in the end their dad married ms evangeline, their old scullery maid.

i removed much of the plot. To know more, you should go watch it yourself. My friend says there has been very poor ratings for Nanny McPhee, but DONT listen to that. its a good show and it makes you laugh. SO if you need to cheer up GO FOR IT!!

then after that i went for training with DHS. I discovered i dont knw three-quarters of them anymore. The juniors are seriously pro. hahaha As expected i have severely deproved but well, what can i say? There always has to be a start again. I think I shall train hard, whether or not with DHS. Anyway, WENXIN, EAT MORE. miss wenxin looks so much thinner. Originally she was already slim, and now she is skinny. tsktsk. WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING TO YOURSELF!!! anyway i love my juniors, the sec 2 batch this year, i love dhs track'o5. work hard and try your best!

I feel kind of dead right now. not as in dead TIRED but DEAD. its Wednesday, but i haven't started on my homework at all. Tomorrow my entire afternoon will be spent at school how you tell me? I guess i ll have to work on it friday, saturday, sunday.

2006-03-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

i have decided to abandon my old blog. and it has produced andthisiswhatithink.blogspot.com so here you have it.